The Fear

The fear
The fear went in my eyes, I wanted to run away from you, throw myself in
the ground and scream how much you hurt me, you would never understand how or when you made a mistake, I glanced at you once and I realized that I was putting up with you, I was dying inside, even though your laughter your smile and everything about you made me feel happy, it was weird how I learned how to cry with you, I couldn’t believe you any more, you would lye to me in my face and all I would expect is an apology, unfortunately it wasn’t enough, the pain was determining my death, why couldn’t you love me the way I did, I was faithful to you, I expected that from you, god helped me today I had the strength to hold the tears from falling down my cheeks, the best thing is that am trying to clear the wounds out of my path, I love you but you couldn’t priories this love, there is hope for you to come back and fight for our love, hopefully you understand the fear that went trough my eyes